Post by daisysanders on Jul 3, 2014 21:01:33 GMT 8
air is quiet all around
initially i think it's soft but actually it's kinda muggy
warm yellow glow
hum drum of the hard drive
and little tap tap taps
the alone-ness of it
body seems to need to move
a hesitation as she realises what she's looking for is already right in front of her
heavy on her lap
small untangled trills
unidentified on the screen thus far
but he's a familiar madness in person
an awkward loping walk, a big smile, a speckled dog
intrigue!
suddenly so keen to meet again and grow something
but so hard to connect the dots
and even harder to change the patterns
when she got off the bus tonight
there was silence pouring through the door
it swung open in the way that bus doors do, rackety. talkative. suction.
and stepping out into the cold she caught her breath and her heart full of silence
(the alone-ness of it all)
pouring and pouring through her
she was screaming into the silence in her bones and her brain, her feet and aching calves
up the hill
strong strides
there's darkness and a pool of cool light
endless distraction
the same empty teaser
so fucken toxic and obnoxious you're killing yourself by choice when you choose it and you know it will suck you dry and drain you until all that is left inside is NOISE
initially i think it's soft but actually it's kinda muggy
warm yellow glow
hum drum of the hard drive
and little tap tap taps
the alone-ness of it
body seems to need to move
a hesitation as she realises what she's looking for is already right in front of her
heavy on her lap
small untangled trills
unidentified on the screen thus far
but he's a familiar madness in person
an awkward loping walk, a big smile, a speckled dog
intrigue!
suddenly so keen to meet again and grow something
but so hard to connect the dots
and even harder to change the patterns
when she got off the bus tonight
there was silence pouring through the door
it swung open in the way that bus doors do, rackety. talkative. suction.
and stepping out into the cold she caught her breath and her heart full of silence
(the alone-ness of it all)
pouring and pouring through her
she was screaming into the silence in her bones and her brain, her feet and aching calves
up the hill
strong strides
there's darkness and a pool of cool light
endless distraction
the same empty teaser
so fucken toxic and obnoxious you're killing yourself by choice when you choose it and you know it will suck you dry and drain you until all that is left inside is NOISE